Hurt me deeply.

The 7th day.

Today's test was like shit. =o=
Add maths was lacked of time, Chinese was too difficult. Sign.

ARRR ! Everytime when im sitting on my bed for revision, i can't stop my mind from thinking the past. Everything had became part and parcel of my life. I used to on phone with you before went to bed, I used to said I LOVE YOU TOO before went to bed, I used to text you after i'd finished tuition, I used to "manja" to you, I used to text you again when you din't reply my message.

Now, Its the time for me to used to single life, used to the life without you.

Its so hurt when i asked him. "Are you still love me?" and he just answer me "Its not like last time that love you d." What i can say is I love him even more compare to last time. He just answer me "Sorry, i'd lost the feeling." I just feel like going to kill myself when i heard this, I can't stop my tears from dropping.

He tried to delete and block me from his facebook. I was so nervous when i can't find his facebook. He said he wants to disappear in my life. I just beg him not to do so, just leave some hope for me , in spite of i know there is no more hope between us. *cry*

Chat with a friend just now, i'd feel better a bit after chatting with friend.

I can't finish my revision for tomorrow test. Worried what would going to be test in English paper and Perdagangan.

GOD BLESS ME ! GOOD LUCK TO MYSELF.