Future studies in local or oversea?

I wish to go Singapore for future studies. However, i scare the people there will look down on me because i come from Malaysia and i can't catch up their syllabus. Somemore their English is so strong. :(

I puzzle. I scare. D; I know i go there will have better education and opportunities. *sigh* Confusing ! Anyway, everything wait i had done my spm only see what to do and plan.

GOD BLESS ME !

Go or stay? D;

Trial comes to the end. :D

Heeeey Yooooo ! Finally, trial exam almost comes to the end. Still left Chinese paper. Not going to study it. Wahaha ! :D

Gonna bankrupt d. :S Spend on this and that. O.O

Out of the blue, feel like i mere lost the ability to chat with guys like last time. Maybe i do not communicate with guys for such a long period. :(

Trial start now ! D;

Trial start from today ! O.O It's so scaryyyyyyyyyyyyy ! T T

Anyway, GOD BLESS ME !

Sister is now at Singapore.

Sis is now at Singapore. I didn't send her to air port and sis don't want us to do so too. She afraid she will cry. Yea, im scare too. ;(

Hope she will be fine there. :)

Car test.

Car test next wednesday !! Nervous dieee. >.<

GOD BLESS ME.

Sorry, dad and mom.

Trial is coming soon ! T T What to do? ARRR ! Stress out !!!!! :(

Upset for the second test results. My classmates got so many Ass, yet im just get a few. ;( You know how the feeling feels like? It's suckx !

Get tongue lashed by dad because of hang out with friends until midnight. >.< Feel so sorry to my parents for waiting me until i back home. :( Haiz. I feel guilty. Tonnes of revisions couldn't finish but still able to go out.

If i have array, i will choose to kill myself. :( I indeed good-in-nothing girl seriously. I disappointed my parents i know. My dad try to give me what i want, yet i just disappointed my dad. Sorry dad. T T

Sigh.

GOD BLESS ME !