301109 ; 1 year aniversary.

30.11.09 Do you still remember?

If we still together, it's already 1 year. Maybe you already forget and maybe you already din't view my blog anymore and you are already forget about all the memories. But, i just want to say, I miss you badly. *sigh* ='(

够了!

隔壁档口的那个男生，
好像他...

是我想太多吗?
总觉得那男的一举一动都好像他....
>.<

又爱又恨?!
这是什么？
因为爱，所以才会恨？

够了！
放过我吧！真的不想再去想这么多了！

现在每天都要受一肚子的气，还被人骂...
这一切真的够了！

我的计划。

前几天，
朋友问我要和他们一起去genting吗?

其实我很想去!
只是我走不开。
对不起朋友! =(

前几天，
去了虹的生日派对，
看见一对一对的情侣，
那时候的我，
是多么的羡慕他们，
是多么的希望我也可以带我的男朋友一起出席这种派对，
可惜，
我就是没有这种机会。

以前的我，
真的傻到，
相信这世上真的有天长地久这回事。
可是，
慢慢的我开始领悟到了一句话...
"Nothing can be last forever."
"没有什么东西是可以持续到永远的。"
即使是婚姻，朋友，金钱，
都不能持续到永远。

老实说，
我从和他在一起的时候，
其实就已经计划想说放假的时候，
可以和他一起去genting。
可惜，
想得太美了。

我的假期计划的每一个活动都有他的份，
可是，
来到最后，
我的计划就这样被毁了，
只剩下我一个人。

不知道?!

原来我一直在你心中的地位就只是三个字可形容，
不知道....

昨天你所说的一切，
就像一把刀，
恨恨的刺在我心上...
心情真的地落到谷底...

为什么你每次做事情都不想别人的感受，
你知道什么是心痛吗?

你知道处在这种状态，
最辛苦的到头来还是我，
在加上你那些伤人的话....
我真的无言.....

算了，
现在头痛到极点，
可能昨天喝过多了....
在怎么写，
事实也不会改变.....

Maybe will not upload my blog for a long period.

Guys, maybe i will not upload new post in my blog for a long period. So, hope you all don't mind.

Happy Birthday my friend.

HAPPY BDAY FRIEND , HOONG ! =D

Hope all your wish come true !

Relation?

What is the relation now? I'm confuse. @@ No one mention about it, so? Just let it continue? =x I'm speechless.

Friend or couple?

The one i crush on in the PAST ! xD

Just came back from Queenbay for dinner with my sista's bf and his family. =) Im very FULL now !

Finally, I saw the boy i crush on LAST TIME at outside the mcd. =D He looks like was waiting someone, and i find out that he is now studying in CLHS because i saw his motor there got a CLHS sticker. If not wrong he is studying form6 now. HAHA ! He become more and more handsome d. xD *talking nonsense. haha ! But that is already in the past. =)

保持沉默。

不想讲，
不想想，
不想做，
不想听...

我只想保持沉默....

执着...

执着...

有时候，
真的觉得自己为免太执着了吧?

这份执着，
真的伤害了我不少...
一直执着于某些不属于自己的东西，
还真的蛮傻的...

明知会被伤害，
可还是要把头栽下去，
没办法，
这就是人性....

心痛。

突然，
心痛的感觉又来了....

都怪自己手痒，
按什么按啦。
==
去按他的facebook来看，
看了又要心疼，
真是自找。

咳..
时间过得真快，
分开都快九个月了，
真的无法想象，
我竟然熬过了这最难熬的日子，
而且还是一个人熬了过来。

想想当初分开的时候，
哭了阵阵的好几个星期，
朋友都问我，
哇，他是谁啊？ 值得你这么为他哭？

不管是谁，
这是看你付出了多少，
爱的越深，就痛的越深。
我才没像那奸男，换了一个又一个，还敢讲我的感情像在玩泥沙。你更本没资格讲我。 ==

不知你还会不会看我的部落，只是想和你讲几句话 :
ermm..
知道你要考试了，
我能做的就只是祝你好运。
祝你一切顺利。
不要在打game了啦。
读书重要 ！
不要在lost了！
有什么事就找我吧。 =)
加油 !

好吧，
不想再写了，
就写到这里吧。

我要快乐!

I'm lost. x.x

I'm worrying about my school dance competition ! Out of idea of the dance step. I have to plan all the dance step myself ! NO IDEA FOR IT !! sad ! =( Somemore one group need to have 10 members ! 10 members !!! Siao meh? == I can sure this time sure cant win, because my friend who same dance studio with me also take part but she is not my group !!! T T All the dance step we had learn totally same ! No eye to see anymore ! >.<



GOD BLESS ME ! Im running out of time, it just left 2 weeks ! And all the members are still dunno the dance step i had plan. Somemore now i have no idea for the rest dance step.



HOW ? Can someone tell me what to do? T T I'm totally lost !!!!!! *sigh*

Class trip again.

Finally ! I have the mood to blogging ! haha ! It's a boring day, because i had skipped school today ! =D Out of idea what to do now, so i just sign in my blog and start blogging ! =)

Ermm. I have to say sorry to you guys because i had promise to post the photo that i went to gurney when halloween. My laptop is reformat-ing now. So i will be upload the photo as fast as possible ! =D

4.10.2009 Wed
My class had a class trip to "Taman Rama-Rama". Errm. Actually nothing to see there, if you're a person who like to take photo, it will be a nice place for you, because there have many many kind of butterfly and flowers too ! I also took some photo there, but because of my laptop is reformat now, so i will be upload my photo when my laptop is done reformat. =)

We went to the seafood restaurant that near Gurney. I had forget the name of the restaurant. Err, Orienta? or what? haha ! No comment for the food because i feel it's damn expensive and the food is not nice ! i had order a fried rice, it costs RM5 !!!!! And there is nothing, it just a few fish ball and shrimp. == I wont go there anymore !!!!!

Ok, as i promise i will be upload all the photo soon ! =D

Happy Halloween Guys ! =]

Happy Halloween ! I know it's a bit late to wish you guys. xD Sorry !

Err. Went to gurney with friends last nite. Actually want to watch "Cloudy with a chance of meat ball 3D" , but it's already FULL ! =x Hope can watch this movie with 3D. Sure very fun. haha ! Can you all imagine that the spagetti, hambuger, jelly fall from the sky? HAHA ! My friend said after watch this movie go back home sure nightmare. xD

Din't watch movie so we just had dinner in Sakea Sushi. 1st time went to Sakea Sushi. It's really nice ! xD After had our dinner then we just find something to do because it is really bored ! So, we just play pool while waiting other friends coming. While we were playing pool, i saw the guy that i like him almost 1 year before. =x He forget me d i think, and i saw him with a girl. Err, his gf i think. Lol. That not my buiness also. haha.

Gurney had some show last nite, and i saw had a person make himself like Michael Jackson. Haha !

Some photo will be update soon ! =)

Raining now. =]