SPM results.

Finally, after waiting for so long time, I got my result. I got 9A out of 10 subjects. I was so surprised ! The most unexpected result was my 1119 English paper. I got 2A for it !!! OMG ! THANKS GOD !

The day before the result was release, I can't really sleep well. I woke up sooooo early due to i was too nervous. >.<

The most disappointed me was when i told my sis about my result, she doesn't said anything good to me, but she just nag me about why I got B+ for my Chinese paper. She never know that in my class, there's only some of them got A, some still FAIL the paper. :( Sigh.

The awards were no longer as good as last time as well. Because my dad is going to pay for my college course fees. So, i just asked for a Ipod Touch and laptop. Maybe some Cash. Cause i can't work after i start my study. Although when i have semester break, there will be just 1 or 2 weeks, so impossible i can have part time job. Moreover, i scared i would not concentrate on my study if i get to work and study at the same time.

So much of my friends have their own array for further study. Of course there may be one or two still considering their pathway for study in future. For me, I have chosen CAT (Certified Accounting Technician) like what my sis did last time. The reason why i choose Accounting is because it's a stabil work. I hope to have a stabil life in the future. :)

My English preparatory class is going to end soon. After that will be one week break for us before our actual course get started. My college is a lil bit petty compared to those famous college like INTI or SEGI. But hope that the lecturers will be much better.

THANKS GOD and GOD BLESS ! :)

外公离开了我们。

刚刚办妥外公的丧事。:(

外公的离开，其实很不舍，可是我想了想。这对外公来说是一种解脱。

当在看外公最后一面的时候，我的眼泪真的忍不住地流了。脑海里都是外公以前和我开玩笑的画面。:'( 当遗体被送进焚化是，真的很不舍。咳.... 没想到外公就这样离开人世了。

希望外公在另一个世界里可以开心的和外婆在一起。:(

累。

我很累！身心疲累！咳....

可能你们会说，你才几岁，讲什么累。可是每天为这个担心，为那个烦恼，我真的累了。

妈妈总是在我面前讲家里没钱，这个那个。父母有没有想过在孩子面前说这些会让孩子有负面的想法？我有时会想，为什么我要来到这世上？

心里真的很烦。有时，看朋友没钱，可是却很幸福。有钱的也当然很幸福。有钱可能为必会幸福，可是起码他们都没什么好担心。