Sorry for long time din't upload my blog.

I would like to say sorry for long time din't upload new posts. This holidays really brough a lot of tiredness for me. When only i can have a rest? *sigh* Maybe have to wait til i have finish my PMR.

This holidays i had busy with my school activity but not study. =( Trial exam is just around the corner ! I really don't know what should i do, din't study at all. Im waiting die now. x.x A sad thing has happened in this holidays. Cant concentrate on study anymore ! =x

Actually i have many things to upload in my blog, but it just don't have the mood to blogging. Sorry guys. I will upload some photos about my school campfire after i have finish my trial exam.

Just now had went to dancing class, and my teacher had told me that 13 dec will have a performence for X'mas. >.< And teacher had told me that someone have to solo. GOSH ! Don't Choose Me Please ! Today went to dancing class my friends asked me what had happened to me, look so down. =x Haiz. It just something happened.

* Thanks for gave me a nice momeries, although when im think back will feel very hurt. No matter how, I will be there when you need me. If you still think im ur friend, just chat with me anytime.*

Just hear some new songs recenlty. It really nice and meaningful. Just check it out !

《下半生》 刘界辉
《Mr Right不要耍赖》 曾洁钰
《Supermarket 超級市場》 曹格

Cant concentrate. =(

Early in the morning went to dancing class, and there was rainy day. The weather was so cold. =/

After dancing class, went to youth park and there had a street dance competition. The judge of this competition is my dancing teacher and every team done a great job. =D

I had took some photo at my dancing studio. Will be upload soon. =)

Tommorow dancing again ! I have forget the dance step, and Tuesday need to perform d. T T Cant concentrate on study, dancing. How? Anyone can give me some opinion? *sigh*

New hair cut.

Just now went to saloon with my sister. Im just changed a new hair cut. =)


* At saloon.* Looks so fat. >.<

I din't upload my new hair cut d photo, because i don't think it nice. haha.

Guys, happy holiday !

Hey friends, Happy Holiday ! =D

Holiday full of activities ! Full of tiredness !

Just check out that got many movies is now showing ! xD I want to watch "G.I Joe", "Up" , "Orphan" and many more !! I want to watch all of these movies ! =D But no one can accompany me. *sigh*

Today was very busy. Stayed back at school and went back home by bus. After that went to tuiton class and finished tuition class is time to do homework. And now im still can blogging ! hah ! Am i a superwomen ? @@ *actually im very tired now*

Holiday full of activities. Haiz. No times for my revision. After holiday it my trial exam d !!

My stupid Science malay teacher had been changed to a chinese teacher ! *wheee =D * Because the malay teacher teaching slow like hell. So, finally changed a teacher. And a bad news, that is, holiday i have a extra class for science because our science from 3 syllabus cant finish, and after holiday it already trial. Haiz.

My school campfire is coming soon ! Feel excited ! =D But i will be busy like hell. Everyday need to go back school for prepare the campfire. Hope my friends who are coming the campfire can enjoy urself. =)

Tommorow has a assembly about Merdeka. zz Sure very lame ! Tommorow finish school go to tuition finish tuition go back school again for practise my performence. @@

Nothing happen ; nothing upload.

Nothing happens recenlty. So nothing to upload. Bored !

Will be join a seminar on 12 September. It costs RM130 ! GOSH ! Hope this seminar can help me in my PMR. Anyone going too? The seminar will be held in USM.

Trial exam is coming soon ! It just left 12 days. God Bless Me !

Here I Am.

I found a song sing by Leona Lewis.
It a nice song and the lyric was meaningful. =)
I Love This Song So Much.


This is a crazy world
These can be lonely days
It's hard to know who's on your side
Most of the time

Who can you really trust
Who do you really know
Is there anybody out there
Who can make you feel less alone
Sometimes you just can't make it on your own

If you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, hmmm

If you have broken dreams
Just lay them all on me
I'll be the one who understands
So take my hand

If there is emptiness
You know I'll do my best
To fill you up with all the love
That I can show someone
I promise you you'll never walk alone

Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
Well I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am

Everybody needs somebody who
They can pour their heart and soul into

Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend

When you need a shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, Here I am


* I really mean that. =)

Im a Useless girl ! =x

My neck was injured. Painful !!! T T Somemore today got dancing class. @@ Dance like "cacat" . Haiz. Hope can recover soon, or else need to see doctor d. No way !

Suddenly feel that, im not a good dancer. Am I? Haiz.

Feel very strees. Feel like why im so sucks ! =x Study not good. Dancing not good. Everything also not good. Useless ! *sigh*

What im worry about? Haiz.

Busy ! Busy ! Busy !

Busy again ! hah ! Today had activity at school and after that need to stay back for doing my school campfire's things. @@ Busy activity. Busy dancing. Busy this and that. Im tired !

Asked my sister whether can fetch me back home or not, and she scolded me "Siao Eh !" == After that my friend's mom fetch me back. yuhoo~ =D After reached home, finished bathing and went out again ! Went to gurney with sister and mom. Kinda boring ! I went to popular just now and saw a book ! ARR ! That my favourite book ! That is Gossip Girl ! But it quite expensive. So i din't buy it. =( Haiz.

Today whole day was worry about something, but i don't know what i am worry about. == It swt right? It is im worry about my dance? haiz. I don't know.

Im ms. lonely ~

Lonely~~Im ms. lonely~I have nobody,for my ownnnnn~~~~

=x

Home alone again ! Suddenly feel so cold ~~

Finished my geograph exam ! But....

I had just finished my geograph trial exam. yay ! =D But i had already knew my result. I just can say, have study is just like no study. No different about the result that have study compare to the result that don't have study. == I just get 49/60. It SUCKS !! Worry about my PMR now, trial exam was already so sucks, and i don't know how to face my PMR. SAD !!!

Somemore trial exam for other subjects is just around the corner ! It just left 2 weeks more ! == Im not start do revision yet ! GOD, teach me what to do? What Should I Do Now !? T T

I miss him. =( Haiz.

Everything are being more sucks and sucks !

Geograph trial exam is around the corner ! >.<

Busy day again. Today stayed back at school for some meeting and today was so lucky, my senior's mom fetch me back home. =D thanks ZQ ya ! After finished meeting, went to tuition class again ! *faint* 9pm++ only reached home, and continue doing my geograph revision. GOSH ! im headache now ! @@

Tomorrow is geograph trial exam d. T T

GOD BLESS ME ! >.<

Busy day = Tiredness

Just finished my geograph revision. >.< Feel very tired now. Today was a busy day ! After back from school, busy sketch my barner for my school Merdeka drawing barner competition. After sketching my barner and went to tuition. Tired !

Finished tuition class, when i walk back home, im "kiam kiam" knocked by a car. == huuu ~ Luckly the car stopped. Or else, im at heaven now. @@ Thanks God ! I din't told my mom that what had happened. If she knows about it, the first things not to ask me got injured or not, is keep scolding me. So, i rather than don't tell her. =x

Just now saw the stupid guy blog again. I got somethings want to say about him.

He really like.... ARGHH !

I got something to tell u (stupid guy !)

Can you gentlemen a bit? If you feel don't like her, please don't say it out, just diam diam. You know you hurting people now? If you want to be back friend with her, you just treat her like a normal friend. If you don't think want be back friend, please left her. Because you are really SUCKX ! ==

**sorry, im very angry now, will be a bit rude. paiseh !

Trial Exam coming soon. =x

Recenlty will be busy with my geograph trial exam. It just left 2 days ! == Don't know why don't have the mood to study. Haiz.

I still remember that, Sunday night, i think 1am++ got a person phone me. When i saw the hp. no. 016-4666xxx i thought is... *think too much. =x Then im picked up the phone, it was a boy sound, but i can sure that was not him. The guy asked me, can be friend with you? == WTH ?! So late d, phone me and ask such stupid question, and don't know where he get my hp. no. ARGHHHH ! After that, when i heard he asked such stupid question and i din't answer at all, at last he close the phone but he still phone me 2 timesss !! ARGHHH ! ==

My school trial exam just left 2 weeks more. But i din't finish my revision yet ! My sejarah !!! == Haiz. This time cham d. T T


Geograph just left 2 days !!!! Trial exam just left 2 weeks more !!!!

GOD BLESS ME !!

Rainy day.

Today whether is very cold, because it Rainy Day. I love rainy day. =) Who really knows about me, sure know why i love rainy day.

Today my school walkathon had been cancel, because of the wherther. So it just participant took part. We just sat at the canteen and chatting at there. Bored ! If i know today will be so bored i better sleep at home. == Waste my time !

After that, me and my friend went to Times Square for lunch at White House. It a nice place for gathering and also couple ! =) The food not bad too. Finished our lunch and went back home. So bad no people fetch me so i just go back by bus. =( Reached home finished bathing, it's BED TIME ! =D

Home alone now ! Everyone is going out, leave me one people. =(

I love rainy day. =) It meaningful 4 me.

I found it ! But cant download. =(

Yeah ! Finally i found the song that i found for long time. =D But the song cant download. So, im just listen it through youtube. The name of the song is 张起政 - 救生圈 . Anyone have this song? Can send it to me?

Just now after finished my tution class when im went back home that time, saw 1 gang of pai kia. They......... Haiz. Kena kacau by them. zzz. So unlucky today ! Somemore they also same blok with me. ARRR ! Hope that they're not stay here, it just came friend house. @@

Tomorrow is my school walkathon (Jalan Ria). Tomorrow sure will be very boring. =o Luckly im not participant, so i just go there walk for fun ! =D After that, me and my friends plan to go Times Square for our lunch. hah !

Recently don't what happen with my stupid laptop (new laptop), always lag, hate it ! ARGH !

Anyone got that song please send it to me~~ =D

Intro a nice song for you all. =)

Have you all heard before a song name 忘情水?
Suddenly feel that this song so nice and the lyric so meaningful ~

"啊~~~~
给我一杯忘情水换我一夜不流泪..."

The lyric of the song. 忘情水
曾经年少爱追梦
一心只想往前飞
行遍千山和万水
一路走来不能回
蓦然回首情已远
身不由已在天边
才明白爱恨情仇
最伤最痛是后悔
--
如果你不曾心碎
你不会懂得我伤悲
当我眼中有泪
别问我是为谁就让我忘了这一切
啊…
给我一杯忘情水
换我一夜不流泪
所有真心真意任它雨打风吹
付出的爱收不回
啊
给我一杯忘情水
换我一生不伤悲
就算我会喝醉就
算我会心碎不会看见我流泪
----

I just say what i want to say...if hurt someone..Sorry about that.

Just now saw the guy's blog. *im very angry now ! I really beh siok him ! Scold me? hng ! he said : 如果能放得下或是忘記,那你的愛應該是玩泥沙小孩子的愛....與我的愛不同,我的愛,已經不止是愛情那麼簡單,也有了很多的感情很多的回憶了...只是旁觀者又能懂得多少??? KANASAI ! you have 30+ gfs before, do you know you hurted how many girls? You say me wont understand? If you say my love like 玩泥沙小孩子的愛, then how about you? Your love also same same nia. You say im not understand? NO ! You're WRONG ! Your love is just play. Have you serius before? Dont tel me YES ! 30++ gf before you can say all also serius? I kena hurt 2 times..2timess ! Im somemore suffer almost half yr also cant let go...you? You can say very gud d, R still beside u...care about you...im totally alone ! no ppl care about me. == I also got many many memories, you think it just you have?

不要一直以为你自己经历了很多..请你想一下你今天的下场，都是你应得的报应，你以前怎样对那些女生，上天要你双倍的感受一下以前被你伤害的那些女生的痛苦.....如果你看到了这片部落，我知道你一定会反驳，一定会认为我还小，懂得什么是爱吗? 我只可以告诉你，我懂 ! 我也已经预料到你看到了铁定会不爽我...可是我只是想说出我的心里话，真如你自己也说：寫在部落格除了可以發洩,也可以分享給別人自己的不幸,希望看的人不要有人再犯.....
既然你都不顾写的东西会伤到人，那我也不客气了 ！

我知道R看了可能会生气我这么说他，可是我真的忍不住了...


**纯粹想发泄，如有惹谁生气的，尽请原谅...

jy friend !

Just now saw my friend blog, and knew that she break up with her bf d. I know what she feel now, because i have a same feeling too. That feel really SUCK ! When chat with her i really don't know what to say. Because i know what i say, she also don't care d. So im speechless.

Slowly, im start feel disappointed with boys. And just now argue with my friend. He say why you say all boy also bad, and he say he not that kind of boy. You are not girl and you won't understand the feeling. This my answer.

=x

Illusion?

Is it just an illusion? Or im too......

Haiz. =(