1st test has finished, went to shopping mall alone, steamboat, pub.

The 11th day. 1st test had finished. However, i still have a long journey and don't really feel happy at all. Yesterday, morning went to school and after that went to prangin mall alone and passed the cloth that i bought for him for the 1 year anniversary with a letter. Because i really don't know how to talk to him face to face. I scare i can't control myself. After i pass the shirt to him, he phoned me but i was at the basement, handphone got no line, after that only i receive his message. He asked me how to go and with who *i wonder why want to so care about me*, i just tell him that I'm alone. He finished work and came to find me. When i saw him, i just feel like want to hug him as tightly as i can. However, i didn't do so. I miss him like crazy. D; At night, my friends and I went to steamboat. My friend's friends asked whether want to follow them go to Voodoo(is a pub). =X 1st time went there. Nothing inside actually, a lot of CIKO PEK and HAM CHU SHAO. Yuckx! Don't really like there, there is too noisy for me, i prefer coffee bean or Starbucks still. No next time until after I'm 18 year old. Just now morning after wake up, i don't know why my mind suddenly like out of control, keep running those our memories. He became part and parcel of my life, at bedroom, he used to lay on my bed, i used to lay beside him, after had lunch or dinner at my home, i used to wash plate for him, i used to listen to his voice before bed, i used to listen to his joke when I'm down, i used to.......... He just like became a part of my life. Sigh. Tomorrow test paper will be given back i think. I got no eyes to see anyway. =X GOD BLESS !