Not smart? I think so.

Mood totally down in the middle of the night. Things keep on running in my mind. Tears trickled down.

I am just a girl that has no confidence. I take things serious. I would mind about others' words about me. Course mate maybe just has a joke with me. However, I don't know why i take it so serious. Course mate just said that my friend is more clever than me. I don't know why I suddenly feel so down. May be she is saying the truth? I am not smart. Seriously, i know i am not a smart girl like my course mates do. I am just too stupid may be? In my last year final exam, i just trying so hard. What i can do i just study hard because i ain't smart like others do. Sigh. I just trying so hard..... Anyone know? I just trying so hard to don't let people think that i am stupid. Friends said before too that i am not smart. Mmmm, yea, maybe i should admit it.

Mmm. Course mate said that she really doesn't mean to hurt me. I think the problem is me myself. May be i should think of what my course mate said. May be i should admit that i just too stupid since so many people said that.