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I just don't know why i can't let go. I thought i can be the one who will give up this relationship 1st. However, end up i'm just suffering like hell and he's so happy and enjoy his life with that girl. WHY i can't just act like nothing happen and go back to my life like last time? Because i love him more than he love me? Would him think of me? I just can admit, yea, i miss him lots. I really mean it. Yet, does he know all about this? He just so happy with that girl. Yea, i'm gonna accept this fact. His life without me is becoming much and much better. *sigh*